I know you love me despite my flaws but I don't want to live like this anymore. Because it displeases you. And it displeases me too. I've tried ways & means to live right & to at least give up a few bad habits. But it seems to get worse instead of better. So now, I'll consider something a little more drastic. I'm considering a ban from all visual media except written media and movie outings. There is a word to describe how I feel... "Wretched"
Why? Because thats what I am now. By doing relatively well in army, I have become complacent, thinking that my life, being run on my own terms, has some sort of worth. But there isn't. Because I've gotten where I am through favour. Not because I'm smart, fit or good looking. I'm not. I'm just blessed with favour and grace. And I've gotta stop taking it for granted.
The Keys to Your Heart |
| You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. |
| In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. |
| You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. |
| You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. |
| Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. |
| Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
| You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
| In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. |
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